Right now, the thing I miss most about my sister Rynn Willgohs is the sound of her laughter. She had a beautiful laugh and I hate that I’m never gonna get to hear it again.

Also, since her name has been in the news this past week, I’ve been feeling angry with myself for not arguing hard enough over her obituary. Rynn did not die by suicide and I hate that I allowed that lie to be published. Considering the immediate information surrounding her death was suspicious, I argued that we should write nothing in regard to Rynn’s cause of death in the obituary. Regrettably, I was overruled and now that lie continues to circulate online and inaccurately reflects Rynn’s life and alters her legacy.

***TRIGGER WARNING – What follows are vague details of Rynn’s death. If you choose to continue reading, know that this information is difficult to process as it is to write. Please, do what you need to in order to keep yourself safe and supported. These are strange and difficult times.